December 5, 1634

I have recently received word from my physician that I do not have much longer to live. He is not exactly sure what I have, but he says the outlook is grim. I have lived a full life; however I would have liked to have had children. My beloved Helen is at my side at all times and it is very reassuring. I have been hit with three arrows and taken three severe wounds, but when I was recovering from those, I knew I was going to be okay, this time I am not so sure. As a parting gift to Helen, I will give her my favorite piece of jewelry, the necklace that was made for me by Tessouat. I have arranged for it to be given to her on Christmas day…because the odds are against me seeing Christmas day this year.